trauma .

对不起 

我放不下

我放不下你

我该如何做

眼泪才不流

 

actually it's all over. 

just a trauma like every single one has .

thanks for concerning (:

i don't wanna talk about it .

力挺阿娇复出 !!!

力挺阿娇复出!!!!!!!

阿娇我支持你!!!

she's innocent .

why the paparazzi just don't use their camera to take other more compelling photos?

or compelling news? or just more about OBAMA? or the economy crisis?

why only reporting negative news about her? 

comparing to other celebrities in the western country who record sex videos just for making money, yet they are still there walking shaking their butts all around .

those "celebrities" are so disgusting uhhh..  pure?

she's tough, yeah she is ;)

comradeship :D

today , yan,jia & thing came to my house, surprisingly.

so far, but they came.

i'm so important to them apparently XD haha.

just a few hours we had together.

but it's enough. 

satisfactions & gratifications XOXO <3

love them , my BFFs, our endless road.

PEACE , that's what i always hope for .

There's a woman crying out tonight
Her world has changed

She asks God why
Her only son has died

And now her daughter cries
She can’t sleep at night

Downtown another day

for all the suits and ties
Another war to fight

There’s no regard for life
How do they sleep at night

How can we make things right
Just wanna make this right

We believe

We believe

We believe
In this love

We are all the same
Human in all our ways and all our pains
(So let it be)
There’s a love that could fall down like rain
(Let us see)
Let forgiveness wash away the pain
(What we need)
And no one really knows what they are searching for
(We believe)
This world is crying for so much more

We believe

We believe

We believe
In this love

We believe

We believe

We believe
In this love

So this world is too much for you to take
Just lay it down and follow me
I’ll be everything you need
In everyway

We believe

We believe

We believe
In this love

In this love
We believe

In this love
We believe

In this love
We believe

-----------------------------------------------------------"We Believe", Good Charlotte .

please stop the war .

be one of us, PEACE is our guild .

say NO to WAR !

trivia s .

C O N T A G I O U S
it have been a month since i last got my blog freshly updated.

seems that "somebody" had no patience to wait, LOL, it's you, don't deny=)

We, are the FORM 4 kias !

disorientation still?

comradeship disrupt?

yeah, for me, the answers are close to YES, how about yours?

2009 resolutions :

- a typical(+compelling?) 16-year-old teenager

- be the ONE

- job experiences

- beauty?(it's time to start lady!)

- no blind impulses!!

- be an exceptional student in a positive way of course.

everyone treats me benignly =)

figuratively, they look such as a mass of appreciative audience, but not yet till "ovation" ==

I think I have already claimed to be their sizzling hot topic. P/S i'm not a narcissist!

in this Fabulous February ,

i have "replenished" with some new stuffs.

new handphone,

new bracelet with my name on it(it's from TIFFANY!),

latest issue of CLEO and SEVENTEEN,

new cup(from my hubby <3),

new chocolates(from my hubby too!),

first income,

new haircut,

new handbag(from MNG but sold out again),

and,

new ME? perhaps i really crave for a new me.

i found my beloved CD album !

GREENDAY AMERICAN IDIOT! woohoo~~

i thought i had lost it by borrowing it to my fren,

and also requested "indemnification" from him as i remembered he didnt return it back,

but the worst thing is, he really thought that he didnt return it and paid for it .

both of us are real MCC,

however, he had already shifted to Taiwan,

by the way, THE TRUTH IS OUT!

in a new and unfamiliar place,

no doubt you will miss the place that belongs to you.

NOSTALGIA .

and sometimes MUSIC will be your company .

MUSIC is always my company.

many many songs, accompanied me throughout my ages.\

and always bring me back to every bit of my memories..

such as MICHAEL LEARNS TO ROCK,

such as LEEHOM WANG & JAY CHOU,

such as GREEN DAY & RIHANNA(with her debut album)...

it's not all yet.

when i was form 2, i listened to BLINK 182, Fergie, Yellowcard..

started to know about Avril Lavigne(bcoz' of QingYan)..

started to fall in love with Beyonce's "to the left to the left"(irreplaceable)..

and DAUGHTRY, The Hinder, Lifehouse, Coldplay etc..

ultimately, in that year,

the ones i really fell in love with are..

     NICKELBACK!! 

     GOOD CHARLOTTE!!

     LEONA LEWIS!!               AKON!!

     GOO GOO DOLLS!

     JAMES BLUNT!                MIKA!

     THE FRAY!

 

form 3, 

MATCHBOX TWENTY!!

CHRIS BROWN!!!!!!!!!!!!

SARA BAREILLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NE-YO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE TING TINGS!!!!!!!!!

ALICIA KEYS!!!!!!

i really love music P/S a passionate music lover!

but now,

when i listen to these songs which i really love them 

not only because of the fad ,

i really don't have the bravery to continue listening ..

last night, my phone's music player shuffled to Fergie's Big Girls Don't Cry..

this song always bring me back to the time when i was form 2.

i stopped the song from continue playing..

i don't know why..

the melody of the song hinders me from recalling those memories ..

memories = ecstasies + over the moon + under a cloud

musics are sometime depressive.

do u love music? 

are you obsessed with music?

do they play the character of background music in your memories?

yeah, they did, they always do .

EPPIE COW YEAR!!

wishing happy birthday to all january-bies!

2nd Wan Fen

15th Pang Li Xiu, Khai Ling

16th yiting 

22nd Ken

23rd UNCLE DI( already a senior citizen) XD

25th aunty Winnie & ALICIA KEYS!!

26th Wai Yii

27th Leslie Lye

29th Yap zhewei ==

21st JAN '09

SHOPPING SPREE  !

it's totally cool that i've only had two hours to shop but shopped a lot!

a dress plus accessories from FOREVER 21 ,

a pair of outfit from KITSCHEN (strongly recommended!),

and a pair of outfit too from RIP CURL :)

 

was rushing .

breathtaking =n=

 usually i always need couple of hours to shop and ended up nothing in my hands :(

broke my SAMANTHA RECORDS =D

22nd JAN '09

my very first day of my

 very first job !

venue : KUMON CENTRE@BANDAR PUTERI PUCHONG

days : two days per week (thursday and saturday)

salary : RM 4 per hour (have to mark student's homework too)

the first day was a trial , for a day only .

well, it's an experience .

should try it !

my precious sixteen =D

thanks to ANN NEE & LI HWA for introducing me this job (:

23th JAN'09

uncle DI brought us to XENRI, a japanese restaurant.

we went there for the second time.

this time was five persons excluding himself.

i told him that he was pityful but there was no mercy because it was his suggestion XD

the adorable handwash soap bottle !

my LAVENDER ice cream <3 

the last scene :'(

the second and last destination for our day.

uncle DI told us that he was bringing us to "school",

but actually was the name of the bistro sounded like.

OL'SKOOL BISTRO !

the bar!

25th JAN '09 

CHINESE MOO YEAR EVE!!

my handsome BOB (my dad) & I !

wishing every one HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

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sweet seventeen's sweet sixteen!

I went to a makeover party this morning.

DESSERT"S BAR STUDIO@SOLARIE MONT KIARA

all the girls was there(around 60 not including workers).

hazel was with me =D

the first "lesson" : listening to a beautician teaching us the importance of cleansing.

3 steps : cleansing-exfoliating-moisturising

and showed us how to make up.

this party was presented by CLINIQUE.

after the talk, we started to makeover!!

my first makeover job : pamper my nails! by O.P.I

2nd : style my hair! by A CUT ABOVE

3rd : make-up! by CLINIQUE

after.

wow~!!

people kept phraising our hair style!!

they said they love it!!

cause' it was...

F.U.N.K.Y

this was the mirror for me to make up.

a beautician guided me=)

the CROCS BINGO and LUCKY DRAW!

i was so lucky! i was one of the five persons who got the CROCS RM100 voucher!

i was so fortunate!! i've got RIP CURL RM100 voucher for the lucky draw!

& every one could bring a goodie bag home worth RM300 and above!

included skincare products and vouchers from CLINIQUE, 

and also vouchers from A CUT ABOVE & GLITTERS.

i bought this fabulous CD ALBUM!

COLD PLAY!

VIVA LA VIDA + PROSPEKT"S MARCH EP!

:))

sponsorers:

bought a dress too from a boutique nearby.

so happy.

a sweet sixteen is coming!

thanks hazel for accompanying me <3

yi yan called up today.

full house?-.-

love you dad and mum!