OWL CITY!!

let me introduce you this song!

a really really nice song!!!!

OWL CITY'S "FIREFLIES"!

you'll love it ;D

i couldn't get the official music video from Youtube cos the embed code was disabled.

must listen!!

once again,
JAY-Z ft. ALICIA KEYS' "EMPIRE STATE OF MIND" rockssssssss!!!



the end ;D

random II

i was lazy to update my blog recently, all of a sudden, i wanna update.

i was inspired after reading someone's blog, a 16-year-old boy's blog post which i will constantly view, and it really motivated me to publish this post.

an hour ago qingyan called n we chatted something, gossips, as usual.

she told me that a blog of a friend of us, is vry COMMERCIALIZE.

no doubt, she told me in that word "COMMERCIALIZE".

let me guess, commercialize, commercial.. blablabla

n randomly i read the post i've mentioned above..

n these both made sense to me--- just type down what u wanna express!

really cool lah that boy's blog's post, really really awesome!

what he said was really really A FACT.

ok i don't know whether he knows that i'm mentioning him or not >)

great job, good job, xxxxx!

let me see whr i've been in this holiday..

Penang, Taiwan, Cousin's hse, Dad's place, Kumon, Sunway, One Utame, Mid Valley, KTM..................... home -.-

i didn't really enjoy Taiwan bcos' it's not a place that i wanted to go//hv a look/stay/travel,

i enjoyed days with cousins ;D

we're all grown ups, we had fun, strong bonds between us ;)

although we're like..err..different backgrounds.. Sri KDU, ChongHwa, SMK,Ti-Ratana..

but it's fun lah, really fun ;D

we spent occasions together, the most recent one is X'mas@1U ;D

guess what? 6 of us queued for movie tickets for more than 30 minutes and boo ya, we didn't purchase any-.-ll

the whole holiday i didn't spend a day with frens till last Tuesday went out with Peyyan.

more than 3 years we hadn't seen each other yet we're still the same old pals =)

went the TaiMah's(Big Mother)house the day before Christmas Eve, i love her house n also her person. She's a kind woman who really loves her friends n children.

there's no where i wanna go during X'mas but her house.

every year since i was a kid till now.. her house's decos are perfect,beautiful.. it makes u feel like oh-this-is-so-Christmas OR oh-this-is-so-chinese-new-year! laughter, delicious foods, warm... yeah, WARM is the word ;)

hardly spent few days with dad since he was busy n also bro and i.

we watched 2012 a month after it released-.-

ohhh I love you daddy! I really love u so much!!

and the rest of the holi-dayssss i was at home doing ntg =/ & of course Thursdays n Saturdays@KUMON working.

facebook facebook wedding dinners wedding dinners SWT

there are so many wedding dinners to attend!!!! ahhhhh

photos down here! More to come babe!

Tropicana Club House after swimming

Penang

christmas eve@Dessert's Bar

this is what i wore on Christmas Day..

Taipei the five musketeers!

ladies

penang mamak stalls!

penang hotel sea view

penang cousins

penang hotel

Big Mother's house

1st outing with frens this holiday -.-

PEYYAN I LOVE YOU!

mieko n peyyan <3

Mieko the tall girl!

Sam here...

WISHING YOU A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

01-01-2010!!!!

A BRAND NEW YEAR!!!!!!!

SPM HERE I COME!!!!!

dreams come true, humans!!!

playlist : Plasticines-I am down(TQ Jimmy!! a great song!) , Jay-Z ft. Alicia Keys-Empire State of mind, Taylor Swift-Fifteen, Alicia Keys-Doesn't Mean Anything & Boys Like Girls ft. Taylor Swift-Two Is Better Than One.

NIGHTS ;P

I LOVE YOU!

I LOVE YOU !!!!!!

updates

i've taken quite many photos in Kumon but unfortunately all gone due to the problem of my memory card & the phone's software ;(;(;( luckily i hv Annie =)

she's my colleague, Sarmini, she's 8 years older than me =D

let me introduce u---- the TWINS!

this is LAU ZI FU! ahhhhhhhhhhh chubby chubby!!

well this is also Zi Fu!

here comes his eldest brother!

LAU ZI HAO!! omgsh omgsh!!

they are TOOOOO CUTE!!!!

especially the right handside brother ZI FU!! u see??!!
everyone in the center couldn't resist to pinch them 99!!

fatty chubby funny but not naughty! haha!

the way they speak is super duper cute!!

both standard one!

can u differentiate them??

the left side is the eldest brother ZI HAO n so the right side is ZI FU.

u look at their face... the slimmer one is ZI HAO n obviously the fatter one is ZI FU!

hahahahhahhaahaha it makes sense lah!!

in fact i've already recorded 2 videos of ZI FU........... ;(

blame my phone lahh ;(

really cute u know.. !!!

thanks to Annie & her phone :)

let me tell u this video down there!!! haha!! it's about the "Monologue Song(La La La)" sang by Taylor Swift when she opened the show, Saturday Night Live/SNL, as a host. It's really hilarious!!!! the lyrics were hilarious when she sang about Joe Jonas(her ex-bf),Taylor Lautner(her current one) & Kanye West who ruined her VMA. really funny tho.. i don't know whether it's funny to you.. but YOU GOTTA WATCH N LISTEN THIS! the lyrics right below the video :D :D

“I like writing songs about douchebags who cheat on me but I’m not gonna say that in my monologue.”
– “You might think I’d bring up Joe [Jonas], that guy who broke up with me on the phone, but I’m not gonna mention him in my monologue. Hey Joe! I’m doing real well. Tonight, I’m hosting SNL but I’m not gonna brag about that in my monologue. La la la. Ha ha ha. La la la.”
– “And if you’re wondering if I might be dating the werewolf from Twilight. "Hey Taylor [Lautner]! (blows kiss, winks)" But I’m not gonna comment on that in my monologue.”lalalalalalala this is my musical monologue.
– “You might be expecting me to say something bad about Kanye [West] and how he ran up on stage and ruined my VMA monologue. But there’s nothing more to say cuz everything’s okay. I’ve got security lining the stage. It’s my SNL monologue.lalalalalalala this is my SNL monologue lalalalalalala that was my SNL monologue”
“We have a great show. Kanye West is NOT here, so stick around. We’ll be right back.”

i rate 4.5/5 !

and yeah i found a website where girls can purchase facial masks online XD

"只需區區2令吉++以上便可購得一片據有功效面膜，你還在等什麽？"

don't worry it's in Malaysia=.= n Cash On Delivery@JUSCO Maluri/Jusco Kepong/Pavillion etc.

facial mask brands : 我的美麗日記、我的心機、嬌蘭世家、LOHASHILL、韓佳妮、美人肌酒粕面膜系列、美主人24K金 etc.

check out here : AI MASK ! stocks mostly from Taiwan, China & Japan.

strongly recommending yo!

oh ya! Hitz.fm called me last wednesday!! hahaha!! nothing to brag about actually><

few days ago, i was mopping the floor in that morning n was listening to FLY FM. WHOALA! mom received a call,was vry unusual that i didn't use her hp to call anyone but someone calling me?! then i answered the call, obviously calling from KL 'cos the numbers were 0390xxxxxx.. n the voice was so unfamiliar BUT familiar!! he said "hi r u samantha?", i answered "ya?" ,"this is calling from Hitz FM and i'm xxxx!" i don't know whether he was Ean or JJ.. i think it's Ean lah(morning crew)

then i was like OMGOMGOMGOMG!!! i could feel my temperature rising instantly!!

then he required my IC NO & address n told me bout the prizes & stuff lah.. i was too nervous n wasn't listening to what he was talking about.

n he started to ask me questions n i hv to answer in 21 seconds!! tooo panic ah!

.............. i answered two correctly only ......... :( ....... shud be 4 and more!!!!!!!!!

he ended by telling if i'm the winner to see GreenDay@AUS i'll receive a call on Friday.. but, but, but... no phone calls on Friday.. wuwahhhh T.T

nvm la, my love towards GREENDAY won't change =D

i love u billie! i love u trecool! i love u mike!

muahs (L)

this blog is so dead.. it's no more like before i changed my template..

so dead huhhhhhhhhhhh!! should i dig a graveyard for my blog????

the c-box is too "exposed" i think or maybe it's a fact---no one's viewing my blog anymore!!!

HELLLOOOOOO??!!! i'm hearing echoes *hellohellohelloooo*

abandoned ;'(

i was emotional these few weeks, depressed, till i didnt realize it's November,

it's the 16th today *sigh* IT'S NOVEMBER!!!!

it was already a month since my bday party! can u believe that???

i'm unhappy ;( i'm NOT happy

i always have too much to think, major unnecessary stuff..

how unnecessary? thinking which tv drama to watch, which movie to go, what to post on blog, which song i've not dl-ed yet,i've not bought PUCCA yet, why he/she didn't call me, oh i've forgotten to tell her bout that! , when to do facial, missing someone,haven't marked my worksheets,when to repair my phone camera,what to wear for the next outing, how much i'll earn this month, are ghosts exist?, what's wrong with our relationship, how to tell mom that i wanted to buy an iPod using her credit card, when we're goin to meet, how

to get rid of that kinda behaviour, why i'm sad now, how long i didnt contact with frens, y i

didnt appreciate, i'm goin to work harder, i wanna buy this/that, y i'm living a life like

this................ ......... .....

rather absurd, isn't it? not kidding .

i'm silly & stupid.. i rmb when i was form2, the best year i ever had, qingyan really likes to take photos using her camera.. i was like "y she likes to capture everything??"

now i realized, how important a camera is.. ;)

this year, sweet sixteen?

ironically i was living in the past, i'm living in those wonderful memories i had,

i don't wanna wake up, i persuaded myself, this is the best way to escape from my real life,

i don't like what i'm living now, i don't like writing blogs about state of mind, i really dislike reading ppl's emotional blogs yet now i'm typing, i'm sick..

samantha u're sick

i regret that i didn't capture every moment i had when i was in CH, especially form 2.

TOO GREAT, greatest memories i had despite few of my frens were leaving school,

i had the greatest class, greatest frens(ever), greatest sports day, greatest society, greatest

bday celebration,surprises, gifts & cards, greatest guy, greatest events....

all the Greatest, imprinted forever on my memory **BIG BIG SMILE**

but why, why didn't i capture them??

i wasn't used to take photos using my own camera, i own a camera phone & a camera but i seldom get use of it.. even though cameras r with me when i'm having a great time, yet i still always forget to take photos-.- how stupid ! BIMBO!!! that's why i hv not much photos of

2007.. *2007 photos credit to LOW QING YAN* =) u've done a great job!

awwww.. peace. no war! haha

i also had a great time in the hostel with 413, tpy, nicky & wanqing :)

i love those days with them so so much, how much i wished to go back...

playing with my form1 roommates, having meals with nicky & all of them, playing volleyball, sharing secrets with the girls, crazy about ohmyGod-.-,hair cut by discipline teachers,

arguments with parents, crying in front of besties,writing letters with them, acting like a narcissist, bringing on the atmosphere in class, havin' fun in two societies,birthday wishes from many many frens... laughters everyday.. thanks so much frens ;D STOP! pls stop! STOP

RECALLING!!

i'm so touched n happy , but i hate that i wasn't grateful, i seemed to take things for granted.

i felt sorry.. i apologize to whom i didn't appreciate : SORRY!! (forgive me?)

2007 was a year that my frens n i syok sendiri, was totally fun.. SYOK SENDIRI = FUN !!

i thought i'm naive,so i made a change, it was what u can see in 2008, a transform or grown-up?

no more declaring myself as Miss World(which i thought it was no more narcissistic than

naive), started buying handbags(goodbye schoolbags!), fell in love with shopping, no more yelling or speaking loudly in class, no more interacting with most of 2007 classmates, no more sms with boys that i'm not interested with, over-confident(a vry bad personality i always wanted to change) & still , disorientated...

ahhhhh, samantha chan, what for??!! *frustrated expression*

in 2008, i started to take photos, more photos.. haha but not much lah ;(

the first day of self-revision 2009

my 15th bday with wanqing,nicky,wanfen& siewling

15th bday : peace sign by anjie,mingshien,wenfang,caiwen,zhilin(camera girl)

n 2008 photos credit to CHIA YIJIE, she has been taking lots n lots of photos since i've known her *heees*

oh ya! i was in love since 1st april 08 *heartthrob* :D:D:D:D:D precious moments! *hearts*

n also 3HE, we had the best moments : 3 days we spent together--graduation trip@EAGLE RANCH, P.D. , and, the very last day of the trip- the day i knew i have to leave CH :'(

the noisiest in class

last day of the trip ;(

ok! it's 2009! no, it's the end of 2009 :(

ain't vry happy. the happiest time is chitchatting thru the phone with besties n jer ;D

not much photos with me.... ahhh!!!

i need those photossssss!!!!

stupid me, silly me!!! y not everytime??

this year i wanted to capture every moment, it didn't make it when i was too happy or sad with frens, or worse, few frens here dislike taking photos but only like taking narcissistic photos-.- hor?? i-xin ng & lisin!!!!! hmph!!

some photos here :

the 1st time they came to my hse, they wanted to giv me a surprise how sweet !
i love them!
they're always with me, supporting me;)

low qing yan!

my new good frens X)

annie wong =)

getting much better now *exhales*

i didnt upload any photos of KUMON right?? *noding heads*

i will i will C:

THANKS again

muah muah muahs

love,

samantha chan.

3 YEARS & GONE

this year i've been through many things... not to say many things.. at least i know who n who r good, who n who r sincere, what mistake i've done... i learnt something which is vry common yet lots of ppl still don't know how to -- APPRECIATE.

yeah appreciate, lots of us know this word, but seems like no one knows it well... pathetic. we come to know only when we lose it.. then we'll be regretting, blaming... every single thing or person in our life is worth to be appreciated. u shouldn't act like u're optimistic "letting it be", sucks u know, in fact u're vry sad n u'll blame urself for the stupid things.. don't act cool.. so people, please appreciate everything u have, appreciate ur family, appreciate the things n education n life ur parents hv given u(don't ever take it for granted), appreciate ur friends, appreciate ur time & so on. BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE.

give, love

pretender

sweet16 bday party

i wanna thank everyone who came to my party! ahh! thanks so much :) we had a wonderful & great time. It was also like a gathering party though.

thanks for coming u guys : yoongwei, michelle, wanqing, nicky, hsin, michiko, yijie, qingyan, kherjia, lixiu, sityee, ziting, javeen, qian xian, leon, hazel,jiawang, jian bin, lisin, i-xin, mei yan, kher yi, yong yin,mingyeow, peiyeen, shiwei, honggei&his friends,yiyan & debbie, n of course me myself.

thanks again for giving me a wonderful time (: muahhhhssssss!

will upload all photos in facebook & blogger, i'll try my best to upload them asap.(i'm sitting for my finals next two days TT )

todayyyyy!

thank you guys for those compliments on my new layout :)

happy birthday to 5th amy , poh yin

6th leon

7th lau pey yan <3

10th i forgotten who...

11th yao min feng!

12th samantha! xiaoling's sister & wenjing's daddy

20th nui jia wang

22nd jin xian!

27th yinzai

29th cai wen!

31st happy halloween's day!!

n i really wanna thank those who wished me happy bday, according to the time..

let's start with javeen yong(the

earliest!),wanyeng,kheryi,joel,hubby,kherjia,leon,kelvinchu,wanyee,mingshien,peyyan,yijie,

michiko,tuckming,honggei,dylan,lisin,ziqian,peiling,Daddy,jinshern,wanling,ixin,yuanshan,lixiu,

hsin,hazel,shuhui,qingyan,takmun,desmong,laijiawang,eugenelim,debbie510,anjie,alex,meijiung,

yuning,jingxian,qianxin,mayyi,mingyeow,zihao,yongwei,jinye,yanbei,michelle,leslie,ruirong,

annie,liwah,sabrina,peihong,wenjing,yaominfeng,maykwan. **muahs**

thanks so much for the bday songs(thru the phone) from hubby & qingyan,peiyeen,kherjia & 413 consists wenfang,anqi,caiwen,mingshien,zhilin & honggei and his friends & ixin,meixin,lisin & debbie and yiyan(i requested from themXD) .

ixin,meixin,lisin & I went for karaoke on mybday.. they gave me a surprise, n i was really surprised. thanks for celebrating my day n accompanied me thru the whole day :D luv u guyss

yesterday qingyan n jiawang dated me to sunway, n yes we went la..

was a happy day coz jiawang belanja us BBQ PLAZA n karaoke! no la it was really a nice day:D qingyan's purpose to sunway was to buy clothes for my party n jiawang's purpose was to

belanja saya makan & he bought me a beloved tee from mng. HAPPY HAPPY :D

bought him a present too, yah la.. the tee will be accompanying me to sleep every night lah ;p

see u guys today ;D

muahs

it's tomorrow

yeah it's tomorrow, 12th OCT,

but i couldn't wait for 17th OCT *be patient*

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hehe, yeah i've been editing n upgrading my blog's template..

no more layout yo.. isn't it nice?? "self praise is no praise" :D:D

well i don't think u guys are free to view my blog these days..

'coz i know y'all having finals... sobbbbbb... but no worries, coz i'm not going to blog till 17/10's over.

have tons of h/w to do... not started yet.. aihh...

last minute work again... feel so hectic lahhhhhh.. save me!

somehow not really like to use cbox leh.. no point lah.. i dunno how to creat a comment form in HTML.. wait till kemunculan seorang handal.. help me if u know how!

state of my mind

最近感觉上时间很仓促, 好像什么东西都冲在同一时间, 不知道要从哪里开始..

考试// 生日派对// 工作, 最紧张的是我的考试..

下半年开始感觉上虚度了, 好像什么都在逃避, 不想这样叻! 很不自在

却是在烦很多很多事 我要为考试发愤!! 发愤发愤!!!

从年头到现在就一直想开派对, 就想和朋友聚一聚, 哪知现在终于近在咫尺.

来到年尾,感觉时间过到很快.. 至少, 它淡化了很多事.

妈妈昨天早上四点就去机场了, 去phillipines

不知道为何 每次妈妈离开家, 虽然只是去旅行, 但就是会很不习惯, 很想念很担心

才知道自己是多么地依赖她, 有想哭咯! LOL

每次和妈妈吵架就真的很不想看到她或是根本认为无法再和她相处

但每次心里都很清楚知道, 就算她有几错都好, 我还是不能没有她

其实我很引她为傲, 因为她很独立很细心很有爱心很会照顾别人 也很孝顺

当然我也不能没有她煮的菜汤. 她教了我很多很多东西,

只是我不敢让她知道我是多么地感激和爱她.. 其实不是不敢啦, 就是不懂作么会假装她说的话很多余, 真的很矛盾, 我不能接受她的过去, 但还是接受了..

没和她讨论过去的事, 不懂是因为什么, 是因为我怕她受伤吗? 是因为我怕我更加无法面对吗?

我也不懂. 就是这样, 她一辈子都是我最重要的人, 也是我无法脱离的责任

哈哈

唉

(:

"..爱已无法回答所有的问题.." - 飞机场的10:30, 陶喆

tune in : UNCLE KRACKER - SMILE

it's OCTOBER tomorrow babbehh!

MARK CHAO/ZHAO YOU TING

obsessed with this guy since i've started watching the drama BLACK&WHITE.

he's really, ugh, fabulous!!!

never been so crazy after an asian male star!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

so handsome right???

180cm ; 25 Sep 1984 ; Libra(same as mine!!)

i don't really like taiwan dramas but this!

wulala! he's really so cool & cute in B&W..........

why so lengzai d? what's wrong with me?

hou yao yeng ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

shuai dai le!!!!!!!!!

有一天华文老师问鸭鸭 : 鸭有多少笔画?

鸭鸭 : 一笔-老师教我的-

华文老师:哪位老师教你的?

学生 : 音乐老师教我的 她教我们唱

一笔鸭鸭一笔一笔鸭

一笔鸭鸭一笔一笔鸭

一笔鸭鸭一笔一笔鸭鸭一笔一笔鸭鸭一笔一笔鸭

hahahahahahahahahahahahaha

hahahahahahahahahahahahaha

funny hor???

haahahahaaha