updates

i've taken quite many photos in Kumon but unfortunately all gone due to the problem of my memory card & the phone's software ;(;(;( luckily i hv Annie =)

she's my colleague, Sarmini, she's 8 years older than me =D

let me introduce u---- the TWINS!

this is LAU ZI FU! ahhhhhhhhhhh chubby chubby!!

well this is also Zi Fu!

here comes his eldest brother!

LAU ZI HAO!! omgsh omgsh!!

they are TOOOOO CUTE!!!!

especially the right handside brother ZI FU!! u see??!!
everyone in the center couldn't resist to pinch them 99!!

fatty chubby funny but not naughty! haha!

the way they speak is super duper cute!!

both standard one!

can u differentiate them??

the left side is the eldest brother ZI HAO n so the right side is ZI FU.

u look at their face... the slimmer one is ZI HAO n obviously the fatter one is ZI FU!

hahahahhahhaahaha it makes sense lah!!

in fact i've already recorded 2 videos of ZI FU........... ;(

blame my phone lahh ;(

really cute u know.. !!!

thanks to Annie & her phone :)

let me tell u this video down there!!! haha!! it's about the "Monologue Song(La La La)" sang by Taylor Swift when she opened the show, Saturday Night Live/SNL, as a host. It's really hilarious!!!! the lyrics were hilarious when she sang about Joe Jonas(her ex-bf),Taylor Lautner(her current one) & Kanye West who ruined her VMA. really funny tho.. i don't know whether it's funny to you.. but YOU GOTTA WATCH N LISTEN THIS! the lyrics right below the video :D :D

“I like writing songs about douchebags who cheat on me but I’m not gonna say that in my monologue.”
– “You might think I’d bring up Joe [Jonas], that guy who broke up with me on the phone, but I’m not gonna mention him in my monologue. Hey Joe! I’m doing real well. Tonight, I’m hosting SNL but I’m not gonna brag about that in my monologue. La la la. Ha ha ha. La la la.”
– “And if you’re wondering if I might be dating the werewolf from Twilight. "Hey Taylor [Lautner]! (blows kiss, winks)" But I’m not gonna comment on that in my monologue.”lalalalalalala this is my musical monologue.
– “You might be expecting me to say something bad about Kanye [West] and how he ran up on stage and ruined my VMA monologue. But there’s nothing more to say cuz everything’s okay. I’ve got security lining the stage. It’s my SNL monologue.lalalalalalala this is my SNL monologue lalalalalalala that was my SNL monologue”
“We have a great show. Kanye West is NOT here, so stick around. We’ll be right back.”

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oh ya! Hitz.fm called me last wednesday!! hahaha!! nothing to brag about actually><

few days ago, i was mopping the floor in that morning n was listening to FLY FM. WHOALA! mom received a call,was vry unusual that i didn't use her hp to call anyone but someone calling me?! then i answered the call, obviously calling from KL 'cos the numbers were 0390xxxxxx.. n the voice was so unfamiliar BUT familiar!! he said "hi r u samantha?", i answered "ya?" ,"this is calling from Hitz FM and i'm xxxx!" i don't know whether he was Ean or JJ.. i think it's Ean lah(morning crew)

then i was like OMGOMGOMGOMG!!! i could feel my temperature rising instantly!!

then he required my IC NO & address n told me bout the prizes & stuff lah.. i was too nervous n wasn't listening to what he was talking about.

n he started to ask me questions n i hv to answer in 21 seconds!! tooo panic ah!

.............. i answered two correctly only ......... :( ....... shud be 4 and more!!!!!!!!!

he ended by telling if i'm the winner to see GreenDay@AUS i'll receive a call on Friday.. but, but, but... no phone calls on Friday.. wuwahhhh T.T

nvm la, my love towards GREENDAY won't change =D

i love u billie! i love u trecool! i love u mike!

muahs (L)

this blog is so dead.. it's no more like before i changed my template..

so dead huhhhhhhhhhhh!! should i dig a graveyard for my blog????

the c-box is too "exposed" i think or maybe it's a fact---no one's viewing my blog anymore!!!

HELLLOOOOOO??!!! i'm hearing echoes *hellohellohelloooo*

abandoned ;'(

i was emotional these few weeks, depressed, till i didnt realize it's November,

it's the 16th today *sigh* IT'S NOVEMBER!!!!

it was already a month since my bday party! can u believe that???

i'm unhappy ;( i'm NOT happy

i always have too much to think, major unnecessary stuff..

how unnecessary? thinking which tv drama to watch, which movie to go, what to post on blog, which song i've not dl-ed yet,i've not bought PUCCA yet, why he/she didn't call me, oh i've forgotten to tell her bout that! , when to do facial, missing someone,haven't marked my worksheets,when to repair my phone camera,what to wear for the next outing, how much i'll earn this month, are ghosts exist?, what's wrong with our relationship, how to tell mom that i wanted to buy an iPod using her credit card, when we're goin to meet, how

to get rid of that kinda behaviour, why i'm sad now, how long i didnt contact with frens, y i

didnt appreciate, i'm goin to work harder, i wanna buy this/that, y i'm living a life like

this................ ......... .....

rather absurd, isn't it? not kidding .

i'm silly & stupid.. i rmb when i was form2, the best year i ever had, qingyan really likes to take photos using her camera.. i was like "y she likes to capture everything??"

now i realized, how important a camera is.. ;)

this year, sweet sixteen?

ironically i was living in the past, i'm living in those wonderful memories i had,

i don't wanna wake up, i persuaded myself, this is the best way to escape from my real life,

i don't like what i'm living now, i don't like writing blogs about state of mind, i really dislike reading ppl's emotional blogs yet now i'm typing, i'm sick..

samantha u're sick

i regret that i didn't capture every moment i had when i was in CH, especially form 2.

TOO GREAT, greatest memories i had despite few of my frens were leaving school,

i had the greatest class, greatest frens(ever), greatest sports day, greatest society, greatest

bday celebration,surprises, gifts & cards, greatest guy, greatest events....

all the Greatest, imprinted forever on my memory **BIG BIG SMILE**

but why, why didn't i capture them??

i wasn't used to take photos using my own camera, i own a camera phone & a camera but i seldom get use of it.. even though cameras r with me when i'm having a great time, yet i still always forget to take photos-.- how stupid ! BIMBO!!! that's why i hv not much photos of

2007.. *2007 photos credit to LOW QING YAN* =) u've done a great job!

awwww.. peace. no war! haha

i also had a great time in the hostel with 413, tpy, nicky & wanqing :)

i love those days with them so so much, how much i wished to go back...

playing with my form1 roommates, having meals with nicky & all of them, playing volleyball, sharing secrets with the girls, crazy about ohmyGod-.-,hair cut by discipline teachers,

arguments with parents, crying in front of besties,writing letters with them, acting like a narcissist, bringing on the atmosphere in class, havin' fun in two societies,birthday wishes from many many frens... laughters everyday.. thanks so much frens ;D STOP! pls stop! STOP

RECALLING!!

i'm so touched n happy , but i hate that i wasn't grateful, i seemed to take things for granted.

i felt sorry.. i apologize to whom i didn't appreciate : SORRY!! (forgive me?)

2007 was a year that my frens n i syok sendiri, was totally fun.. SYOK SENDIRI = FUN !!

i thought i'm naive,so i made a change, it was what u can see in 2008, a transform or grown-up?

no more declaring myself as Miss World(which i thought it was no more narcissistic than

naive), started buying handbags(goodbye schoolbags!), fell in love with shopping, no more yelling or speaking loudly in class, no more interacting with most of 2007 classmates, no more sms with boys that i'm not interested with, over-confident(a vry bad personality i always wanted to change) & still , disorientated...

ahhhhh, samantha chan, what for??!! *frustrated expression*

in 2008, i started to take photos, more photos.. haha but not much lah ;(

the first day of self-revision 2009

my 15th bday with wanqing,nicky,wanfen& siewling

15th bday : peace sign by anjie,mingshien,wenfang,caiwen,zhilin(camera girl)

n 2008 photos credit to CHIA YIJIE, she has been taking lots n lots of photos since i've known her *heees*

oh ya! i was in love since 1st april 08 *heartthrob* :D:D:D:D:D precious moments! *hearts*

n also 3HE, we had the best moments : 3 days we spent together--graduation trip@EAGLE RANCH, P.D. , and, the very last day of the trip- the day i knew i have to leave CH :'(

the noisiest in class

last day of the trip ;(

ok! it's 2009! no, it's the end of 2009 :(

ain't vry happy. the happiest time is chitchatting thru the phone with besties n jer ;D

not much photos with me.... ahhh!!!

i need those photossssss!!!!

stupid me, silly me!!! y not everytime??

this year i wanted to capture every moment, it didn't make it when i was too happy or sad with frens, or worse, few frens here dislike taking photos but only like taking narcissistic photos-.- hor?? i-xin ng & lisin!!!!! hmph!!

some photos here :

the 1st time they came to my hse, they wanted to giv me a surprise how sweet !
i love them!
they're always with me, supporting me;)

low qing yan!

my new good frens X)

annie wong =)

getting much better now *exhales*

i didnt upload any photos of KUMON right?? *noding heads*

i will i will C:

THANKS again

muah muah muahs

love,

samantha chan.

3 YEARS & GONE

this year i've been through many things... not to say many things.. at least i know who n who r good, who n who r sincere, what mistake i've done... i learnt something which is vry common yet lots of ppl still don't know how to -- APPRECIATE.

yeah appreciate, lots of us know this word, but seems like no one knows it well... pathetic. we come to know only when we lose it.. then we'll be regretting, blaming... every single thing or person in our life is worth to be appreciated. u shouldn't act like u're optimistic "letting it be", sucks u know, in fact u're vry sad n u'll blame urself for the stupid things.. don't act cool.. so people, please appreciate everything u have, appreciate ur family, appreciate the things n education n life ur parents hv given u(don't ever take it for granted), appreciate ur friends, appreciate ur time & so on. BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE.

give, love