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sweet16 bday party

i wanna thank everyone who came to my party! ahh! thanks so much :) we had a wonderful & great time. It was also like a gathering party though.

thanks for coming u guys : yoongwei, michelle, wanqing, nicky, hsin, michiko, yijie, qingyan, kherjia, lixiu, sityee, ziting, javeen, qian xian, leon, hazel,jiawang, jian bin, lisin, i-xin, mei yan, kher yi, yong yin,mingyeow, peiyeen, shiwei, honggei&his friends,yiyan & debbie, n of course me myself.

thanks again for giving me a wonderful time (: muahhhhssssss!

will upload all photos in facebook & blogger, i'll try my best to upload them asap.(i'm sitting for my finals next two days TT )

todayyyyy!

thank you guys for those compliments on my new layout :)

happy birthday to 5th amy , poh yin

6th leon

7th lau pey yan <3

10th i forgotten who...

11th yao min feng!

12th samantha! xiaoling's sister & wenjing's daddy

20th nui jia wang

22nd jin xian!

27th yinzai

29th cai wen!

31st happy halloween's day!!

n i really wanna thank those who wished me happy bday, according to the time..

let's start with javeen yong(the

earliest!),wanyeng,kheryi,joel,hubby,kherjia,leon,kelvinchu,wanyee,mingshien,peyyan,yijie,

michiko,tuckming,honggei,dylan,lisin,ziqian,peiling,Daddy,jinshern,wanling,ixin,yuanshan,lixiu,

hsin,hazel,shuhui,qingyan,takmun,desmong,laijiawang,eugenelim,debbie510,anjie,alex,meijiung,

yuning,jingxian,qianxin,mayyi,mingyeow,zihao,yongwei,jinye,yanbei,michelle,leslie,ruirong,

annie,liwah,sabrina,peihong,wenjing,yaominfeng,maykwan. **muahs**

thanks so much for the bday songs(thru the phone) from hubby & qingyan,peiyeen,kherjia & 413 consists wenfang,anqi,caiwen,mingshien,zhilin & honggei and his friends & ixin,meixin,lisin & debbie and yiyan(i requested from themXD) .

ixin,meixin,lisin & I went for karaoke on mybday.. they gave me a surprise, n i was really surprised. thanks for celebrating my day n accompanied me thru the whole day :D luv u guyss

yesterday qingyan n jiawang dated me to sunway, n yes we went la..

was a happy day coz jiawang belanja us BBQ PLAZA n karaoke! no la it was really a nice day:D qingyan's purpose to sunway was to buy clothes for my party n jiawang's purpose was to

belanja saya makan & he bought me a beloved tee from mng. HAPPY HAPPY :D

bought him a present too, yah la.. the tee will be accompanying me to sleep every night lah ;p

see u guys today ;D

muahs

it's tomorrow

yeah it's tomorrow, 12th OCT,

but i couldn't wait for 17th OCT *be patient*

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hehe, yeah i've been editing n upgrading my blog's template..

no more layout yo.. isn't it nice?? "self praise is no praise" :D:D

well i don't think u guys are free to view my blog these days..

'coz i know y'all having finals... sobbbbbb... but no worries, coz i'm not going to blog till 17/10's over.

have tons of h/w to do... not started yet.. aihh...

last minute work again... feel so hectic lahhhhhh.. save me!

somehow not really like to use cbox leh.. no point lah.. i dunno how to creat a comment form in HTML.. wait till kemunculan seorang handal.. help me if u know how!

state of my mind

最近感觉上时间很仓促, 好像什么东西都冲在同一时间, 不知道要从哪里开始..

考试// 生日派对// 工作, 最紧张的是我的考试..

下半年开始感觉上虚度了, 好像什么都在逃避, 不想这样叻! 很不自在

却是在烦很多很多事 我要为考试发愤!! 发愤发愤!!!

从年头到现在就一直想开派对, 就想和朋友聚一聚, 哪知现在终于近在咫尺.

来到年尾,感觉时间过到很快.. 至少, 它淡化了很多事.

妈妈昨天早上四点就去机场了, 去phillipines

不知道为何 每次妈妈离开家, 虽然只是去旅行, 但就是会很不习惯, 很想念很担心

才知道自己是多么地依赖她, 有想哭咯! LOL

每次和妈妈吵架就真的很不想看到她或是根本认为无法再和她相处

但每次心里都很清楚知道, 就算她有几错都好, 我还是不能没有她

其实我很引她为傲, 因为她很独立很细心很有爱心很会照顾别人 也很孝顺

当然我也不能没有她煮的菜汤. 她教了我很多很多东西,

只是我不敢让她知道我是多么地感激和爱她.. 其实不是不敢啦, 就是不懂作么会假装她说的话很多余, 真的很矛盾, 我不能接受她的过去, 但还是接受了..

没和她讨论过去的事, 不懂是因为什么, 是因为我怕她受伤吗? 是因为我怕我更加无法面对吗?

我也不懂. 就是这样, 她一辈子都是我最重要的人, 也是我无法脱离的责任

哈哈

唉

(:

"..爱已无法回答所有的问题.." - 飞机场的10:30, 陶喆

tune in : UNCLE KRACKER - SMILE